Gikotori.

Gikotori.
No amount of money could buy that smile...

Monday, 29 November 2010

Dreaming of a White Christmas?

Dreams...
What are they?

How many of us have been dreaming for snow this Christmas,
But now we have it, do we really want it?

A dream is something you think you need, 
or something you think will make life better.

In this case has the snow made life better,
or is it more hassle then the dream is worth, confused? 

Basically we spend so long wishing and thinking about dreams,
But when they are eventually granted do we really appreciate them?

I guess what I'm trying to say is
be careful what you dream about, dreams are unique
They are something you should spend your whole life waiting for or trying to achieve, 
maybe then we will start to appreciate the true understanding of a dream.

Just a thought...

Goodnight

L x





Sunday, 14 November 2010

Revolution...

Hey Guys, Sorry it's been a while. 
Been really busy with work etc.. You know how it is!

Been really well, a lot better anyway... met some great people lately, 
friends I will definitely have for life and thats always reassuring.

Anyway, this blog is about Selkirk church...
Carla and I (Rwanda buds) went together, after having a lovely tea. 
It was so moving, I loved how involved I felt. 
It is completely different to the church environment I'm used to:
- Greeted by a hot coffee
- Introduced by a great band
- Worship led by a great leader
- Great people and good conversations

I loved the fact that I was left my own time and prayers to
think about my personal thoughts rather than just being spoken to.

I'm not gonna do into it too much but I really enjoyed it
and I hope I can find someway to make it back every week.

Seeing Carla and her wonderful family has only made Rwanda
seem even closer and make it seem real. Its amazing to think that in just
 over 6 weeks I will be in Africa...
I can't wait!

Thanks to everyone who helped make it a good night :)

Will try and update this a bit more often now...
xXx







Saturday, 30 October 2010

Pink Floyd

From the lyrics of Pink Floyd:

'All in all your just another brick in the wall'

Are we all the same...
are any of us special...
what makes us different?

The majority of us are born the same,
with equal rights, equal opportunities 
and an equal chance of success...
but our interests and views are what
make us difference from one another.

Always believe in yourself and follow your dreams,
if you achieve all your dreams..
make new ones!

Life is to short 
live it to the full
make the most of it
appreciate every minute
and be yourself...be different.

To Conclude, 
Don't be just another brick in a wall of many.







Thursday, 28 October 2010

Miracles...

Miracle - What exactly is a miracle?

A miracle could be a range of many things:
a sunny day in Scotland?
a cure for Cancer?
a new born baby or
Raising £1,800 in under 2 months!

The real miracle here is how kind people have been,
Whether my closest friend, a charitable trust or a complete stranger
Everyone has been so generous.

You guys are the miracle because without all your support
and donations this would not have been possible. 

I personally think that the Youth With a Mission Base 
is a miracle in itself, it is made up of hardworking,
dedicated, caring and passionate volunteers who are 
not paid for any of their work. They work to help others
and rarely ever think about themselves. They have changed 
lives, they provide both mental and physical support for
anyone who needs it, regardless of their circumstances. 

Here's hoping I can assist in this miracle...


Tuesday, 19 October 2010

'Friendship, Friendship'

Here I am, home from work, writing my blog
Today was a pretty average day, I got up,
had a driving lesson, spent sometime on here and then went to work.

Working 5 hours with anyone else involved
 facing up,deliveries, silence and actual working
However, working 5 hours with Jamie involved
serving an occasional customer, facing up (it's not an option)
and reading the magazines, especially the ones with
 Cheryl Cole's face on the front (or just anything to do with X Factor really!)
I love it, get on really well, feel like I've known him for years
 - what a laugh!

This made me realise how amazing my friends are,
 whether it's from my girls here to people at Uni in Aberdeen,
 Dundee, Glasgow, Edinburgh or all the way to Carla in Rwanda.
I have had some amazing times with you guys:
Opera
Lee Evans
JustDance!
Rhythm of life
Sandwiches
Being drooled on
Glenisla
Sand Pits
"Romaannnce"
Camping
Lesbian Lisa
Christop-her
George
Strawberry laces
The Claw!
Sausage Surprise
Carol & Linda
Nights out in Gala
Jubbly Ice lollies
Choir Times
Road trips
Newspapers
Raw Egg
Skips
Co-op
Garth Brooks
Chocolate Sauce

Those involved will completely understand,
 for those who aren't I apologise - will explain later!

Real friends are people you know you can rely on,
people who you know if you phone them and say i need you - they will be there
people who you can loose contact with for weeks but you know
 if you phoned them now, it would be like you spoke everyday.

I have those people, I am blessed with a lot of them.
Some I have been friends with for years
Some I have been friends with for months
Some I have only known for a few days...
But friends are friends regardless of the time period
You know who you are, and I'm always here for you
Just as you have been for me
 Thanks Guys! :)




Monday, 18 October 2010

Dream Come True

So here we are:
1 flight booked
2 months passed
5 vaccinations later
200 leaflets printed
£1800 closer to
Kigali, Rwanda.

It's flown past, luckily.
As i sat yesterday admiring the views on the
Golspie-Melrose route I was thinking
Just how kind people have been,
just how blessed I am to be given this opportunity
and just how much of a difference i could make.

Everyone has been so kind,
Someone said it's because they feel bad for
 not doing something like this themselves,
I want everyone who has donated money to me
to know that I am doing this on behalf of them
and without their contribution It would not be possible.

Although you are not physically doing it,
remember it would not have happened if it wasn't for you.

The idea that i could go to Rwanda
has eventually turned into a reality!

In 72 days I will be in Kigali,
Living a very basic African life
with families suffering from HIV
with children who need an education
with children without parents because of Aids
and with people who genuinely need and want my help.

I hope I can make a difference
To tick one dream of my list...


 (My Photos from the Car Journey)



'Unanswered Prayers'

Garth Brooks is a fantastic artist and a big hit in our family
His lyrics are very inspirational and moving but there is
one song in particular that I love.
 It's called Unanswered prayers:

"Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he doesn't answer doesn't mean he don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers"

So basically, at one moment in your life
 something may seem like it's 
the only thing you need,
the one thing you want,
and your absolute everything
but it most likely isn't....

God may decide that it's not whats best for you
and although it seems like the only way out,
there are better opportunities and options still to come.

Never give up or settle for the comfortable options,
you can always challenge yourself
and there is always a reason for life's routes.

"I guess the Lord knows what he's doin' after all"